Life is full of obstacles, blocks, challenges. Choice is one of the thing we need to face, choice will always lead you to a way either good or bad. I have chosen so many right and wrong. When? Where? Why? What? is my road to success????

In my own life I face a lot of thing i just say just now. Is hard, but this is what makes me strong inside out. My life in stained with sins that never I can wash away. I always want to return to when i was still pure still naive still....happy. Its been long since I feel the true happiness.

I have been through a lot of success n failures in my life. I succeed in some of my study, competition and even fight, when there is success there will always be a stumble. Stumble into deep dark failure where you cant even face your own self in the mirror. I felt it before and it was painful. I never ever want to feel IT again. People say to me 'Failures are the pillars of success'. Yes, I agree. I learn so much from my failures and not to repeat it again if I can. Never to have failed is never to have won! I fall into the lowest ground, and I went to so many doors that have lock. So what?? I'm strong, I need to be strong, to stand up tall and proud again, to search for my key, show the world that I have what it takes to become success!

SINS. I have plenty. it never fade. KARMA what goes around comes around. Come take revenge from me before I leave this world. I do not want to take it with me to the other dimension. I'm ready to face you! I would not be afraid. All i want is to be pure again and that is the thing that i can never be again.

x Stained with SINS x
x Come take your revenge from me x

I want to be pure again
Feel the true happiness
Stand up tall
and say to the world that I can


.But I will never come true.
the end of a pathetic story of
. esther .