lately I've been thru a lot of problem. Very emo. Sometimes I even feel like I'm exploding from inside. It's very hard for me to find a trusted pal to reveal and talk about my problem. I keep all my problem to my self *sob* So all I can do is just to break down into tears alone.

So this is what happen to me:
Tuesday when I was attending ENG class my teacher scolded me (not sure whether it's consider scolding XD) cause I was talking. This ENG teacher of mine was my ex-best friend mum. When I was making friends with her daughter she already know me. Up to secondary school she teaches me Form 4 English. My six sense always tells me that this teacher doesn't really like me (she always pin point on me). Okay then last exam (diagnostic exam) I ask for more marks I really do deserve those extra marks, she doesn't wan to give it to me ended up letting her scold: "what is the use if u know the language but u don't make full use of it". Then it's okay I din say anything else. Then up till Tuesday, I was chatting with my friend Daniel for like 5 min MAX (usually I just sit there and listen to her and totally wont open my mouth) Plus I wasn't talking that loud either (others were much louder than me) then when I sit back, she start calling my name and asking me to get out from the class. F**k her I was so damn innocent!! this is what she scolded :"get out from the class if you're too smart to listen to me, GET OUT!" My jaw merely drop to the floor. what must u point your finger at me when I was talking not-that-loud that I didn't distract you from teaching others and for god sake I was just talk for freaking 5MIN!! long story short, due to much stress, problem, and scolding from her I break down crying. Yes, it's pretty embarrassing but I really cant help it. My tears keep flowing out more n more every time. *SIGH* I'm a cry baby *WINK*

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