Okay I'm sick of my girly blog
working on the new header for my blog
sometimes I can be girly
but sometime I'm sick of it
instead of being soft and lovable
I prefer strong and tough figure
like how I dress
I switch always
but my wardrobe is all tee and jeans
this is ME

Currently in love with jeans shorts, belt, chunky necklace, chunky bangles, chunky rings etc~
they are so so versatile
but I still hvnt get any of them yet
currently am dead broke
.holy shit!

Oh ya, I realize I can live WITHOUT a man in my life
is not as if I'm anti-male or something
but I can live perfectly the same even they did not exist in my life
with a man its okay, without a man its also aye-o-kay to me
nowadays woman cant rely all in man
woman must be independent
the more hope u put in a man the more hurt it will be in the future
heard tons of stories like that
so it must be a fact.
but of cox I need male friend~!
I click better with male rather than female
hell yea~! no kidding
I can chat more
go crazy more
more enjoy
more relax
sometimes I get stress out chatting with girls
especially those which I think they are better than me
I don know WHY
I just feel like it
ish~!
maybe cz of my low self esteem
LOL
furnie!

a lot of my friends result is better than mine
I hate my english paper so so much~!!!!!~!
I dont know why I cant get an A since I enter form 4
is the problem in me?? or somewhere else??
I'm getting worst in english
i dont know why
now i often get stuck and broken english keeps attacking me~!
I envy those people who can speack fluent english
*sigh* this is LIFE


yea I know my blog is dull
but I just not in the mood to make the atmosphere


Bitter .sweet memories
so goodbye,
luv Esther