woah, how's anyone doin?
I've been MIA for sometimes
cz I'm too tired to blog
hmm but 1 thing for sure keep bugging me, which is SPM result is coming
and I have to face studies again.

I tell u what I'll expect in my result
8 subject
3 credits
2 fails
other normal lar, haiz I don wanna give myself high hopes. the higher it is the bigger the disappointment it is.

oh ya, another thing I wanna fuss.
hmmm, a thing from my bottom of my heart,
I've no true friends since I was standard 3/4
sadly, until now I still haven't found 1.
I dare not expose my dark world to anyone.
after I graduate, I can consider myself that I have no close fren .
and suprisingly, now I can open up to my manager at my working place about how I feel about things
especially bout my love life.
I feel much better now.
and I won be worrying that it'll b expose cz there's no one she'll tell
finally, after all that feeling inside me for all those years,
is letting out little by little.
but soon, I'll be leaving this working place and start my dull life again.
I really hope that this is a new beginning for me, as a great stepping stone towards my future.

Hope buddha will guide me through life
and open up my wisdom
let me be more positive in things
and hope one day i'll get a true friend that will always be there for me.