i cry and talk to my little bolster on my cloud nine bed
i told them, how much i hate my life
life is nothing but problems and frustration lately

yes i am emo
i wanna break thru my wall
and tell all of u how deep down inside of me feels
but god did not gave me verbal expression skills
all tears are still hiding inside my little ebony heart

all i wan is love from x-blood-related
but love is wat i'll never get
i once have it, but i let it go
and u turn to a jerk
like every ex did

I have been hearing funny sound from the third world
what are they trying to tell me?
i been cracking fake smile the whole day
and it is the hardest thing to do
I was so quiet, i got nothing to say, nothing to express to this cruel world
everyone hates me, and I hated life

what is the reason for me to continue living?
the only reason is for my family, who baby feed me to this size


WTF i HATE life

once upon a december, i had a never ending feris wheel ride with u
and i was cheated for my loyalty

the reality of life is something that i can never win over