I really thought tat I am strong and cold hearted
that i can be how i am
like how i used to be last time
where i can treat there's ntg happen n smile away with having fun with my frens
n totally forgot what just happened
but I was cheating myself
I could not control my tears when I reach home
and the weird thing is
this seldom happen to me

I am really good at forgetting one thing especially the thing tat get to do with love
and feel no hurt and sorrow
with just ignoring anything sad that happened
but u've changed me
why u change me??
why u wanna make me feel

or is this some magic spell that u've put in me
I never cried so much over a man
I never blog so much about a man
I'm never this soft with a man
I never sacrifice this much for a man
I never withstand this much with a man
I never choose to suffer this much with a man
I never apologize this much to a man
I never tolerate so much with a man

why do u have to change me?
I hate tat u change me!
but I also love that u make me feel
this is another love hate thing

all the sweet memories is haunting me again!
makes me cry even more to come to think of it!
especially 08 08 08
when I first read in our story book
u make me cry even harder! ! ! ! !