was absent in my blog diary for a few days
lack of inspiration to blog once again
n my life have been nothing but boredom
and have been quite busy

as u see, I nicely enjoy my Raya holiday for only a week
AND I THOUGHT MY HOLIDAY IS GONNA BE 2 WEEKS
at first I was like oh hell yeah I got like 2 weeks of great holiday
what I'm gonna do is to be a real hibernating winter bear for the first week at home
and play hard on the 2nd week
and all I've planned have to be disastrous. why oh why!!!!!
I really tot that I have 2 weeks holiday like how my last semester is
I did not check on my annual timetable
and nicely plan my 2 weeks holidays
and add the icing on, I got Quantitative Method assignment tat due on the next day after the holiday
which I planned to do at the 2nd week

I only knew it once it hits 12.a.m. on Sunday
and I've not move a limb on my assignment
and it is DEADline day, which is a few hours away
plus! it have to be MATH!
which I am totally hopeless at

I was extremely crush, disappointed, emo, when I know that I have to attend class the next day which I expected was a day to sleep away!
to know that my holiday is only for a week, especially that I know juz a few hours away from school day!
I really thought that I'll have 2 weeks
which I can have some fun and enjoyable time

I really thought that I'll have 2 weeks
I really thought that I'll have 2 weeks
I really thought that I'll have 2 weeks
I really thought that I'll have 2 weeks
I really thought that I'll have 2 weeks
I really thought that I'll have 2 weeks
I really thought that I'll have 2 weeks
U hear me? wtf wtf wtf

I am really tired of studying
I study from 8 to 6 almost everyday on weekdays
assignment comes in like one big tsunami
there no fun peepel around
lucky Bryan is with me all the time

end up, I give up on my assignment
when to school with a very sad self
and have to move on with life

lucky, my big Indian fren bring up some good news for me
Deepavali is coming
holidays is coming
I really wanna go for vacay on a beach

but I know that my Deepavali holiday maybe one of my assignment hectic day once again
which I got a huge major Business Assignment that is goin to due a few days after Deepavali

my holidays is never a holiday
there is always workworkwork and morework!

I'm exhausted
I hate studies now
it is really gettin on my nerves
I hardly have time for myself
and I know this is just the beginning
life will be real hard when I get into degree level
ahh and not to mention, the working hell world
which I've think that will be end of my life

just to rant on my problems

and about my ear,
it subside on Friday *yippie*
it start to itch
which is a sign of recovery, GOOD
then it is completely heal from swelling on Sunday
but unfortunately today,
I was brushing my hair with a comb
and then my comb ter-sangkut at my back stud
and I pull the whole thing out, I mean only the whole back stud lar, too ber-drama if I pull the whole piece out
imagine the newly pierce earring which has a really tight back stud
that is pull by a comb accidentally
imagine my pain!!

oh the horror!

helix piercing is really hard to maintain!!
urgh the most troublesome piercing I've got so far
wtfwtftwfbloodypiercingfuckinggivemeahardtime
wait till one day that I'm gonna go pierce my belly
it's gonna be thrice as hard! LOL

beauty have no mercy
no pain, no beauty
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf