Dec 3, 2008

Hurt

Having Tv-Series Marathons
to take my mind out of those sad things
I'm in depression seriously
and I mean like mental depression
LOL
anyone wanna escort me to a psychiatrist?
Imma just crapping

Yea, I've been all about Gossip Girl lately
and Thanks to my dear one and only close black girlfriend, Winnie
she gave me Gossip Girl Season 2

I was on YouTube also,
and I saw this featured video on my screen showing Models from ANTM
but put as Tyra Show "Modelville"
I'm a fan of America Next Top Model
I watch everythin and I hate Whitney and I love Jaslene
I don't quite figure out what is this Modelville about
I'm watching it now, and basically Tyra brought the former contestant models back something like "life after ANTM"


It's a good-o-thing that I found some new stuff to watch
to keep me away from depression over stuff

today, something embarrassing happen to me
OMG *Blush*
I RAWR sneeze
without covering my nose and mouth with my hand * but my mouth are close FYI*
and I did it in front of people and those people are near to me and I did not turn my head away
and I totally freeze out and totally not conscious that there are actually people around me
URGH how STUPID can I ever be
I'm always unaware of my surroundings
and have this stupid habit of sneezing out loud
RAWR!

I've been blogging often lately
but it's just boring old broken words
and no pictures to do the talking

but wait up
Imma load my blog with pichies soon!
cause imma go to Genting with ma b'chees and close buddies
my last trip with friends was like....?
* I don even remember?!*
anyhoo, I'm looking way forward to this trip
we are gonna put some fun on!
*cross fingers and pray to my dear Buddha that people will not screw it*
and also bless us to have a whole journey safe


xoxo
EstherC

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