I feel bad, no. I feel terrible

sigh!
I feel so terrible
cause I ask my dad not to follow me on twitter
after he followed
and change my twitter to private

I know, I know
y'all shud prolly think that I'm so mean
Even I felt that myself

frankly, I don't even let my dad know that I have a blog,
even he did found out a few time

the reason being....
*I really don't want it to sound like an excuse*
I wish to have a space of my own
and just tell what I want
without considering what my family will think
it's like a freedom type of thing...geddit?
I don't really care how others think of me, except my family

even in facebook I'm conscious on my actions,
cause my dad is in my friends list
at first, I don't even dare to upload my clubbing photos
even my dad is okay about me going to club

but I overcome it. but still
I'm conscious.

I'm sorry papa
xoxo